Hachiko

I loved this movie a lot than anyone can imagine. The movie is full of emotional music, calming. That director made our hearts indulge in the state that we feel our hearts are binded with that dog.. This story tells a story of a dog being faithful to its master. The master loved him a lot too. He massaged him, protected him from a skunk which in the end failed cz the skunk farted on thm, then they bathed together, scrub each other together. The dog, Hachiko always waited for him at the train station after he finishes his work. The time Hachiko arrive the train station is always punctual, people see it as a faithful dog, (fed him as well) and loves him too. Then one day its master dies in the classroom due heartattack and didnt come bak frm his work tat day, but Hachiko stayed there until the master's family brought Hachi home, well from tat day on, Hachi is stil punctual to fetch its master but its master as we know, will not step out from the train station forever. The movie ended wif Hachi laying in the snow stil waiting for him.


Aww!! I wanna cry!!

10 minutes

Looks up into the ceiling, dreamily looking at the black dark room.
Wow, i was talking to you.. Yes, you... ONLY. i was enjoying your voice soo much, listening to your sweet story of what you did or interesting thing happened today. After that, i was sharing mine. About that chicken soup relationship story. I talked about a guy and a girl sitting next to each other on a bench under the moon with night full of bright stars. That guy told the girl, pick a star and make wish. That girl chose the brightest star. He closed her eyes tight. After wishing, she openened her eyes seeing the guy smilling at him. That guy asked her what she wished, she said:"to do this." she went over and kissed his lips. That guy said tonight is a wonderful night because both of our wishes come true. :)
I shared with you, and u "sayang-ed" me by kissing my forehead. Kissing passionately on my lips.. And i found out 10minutes is so short. He told me it was time. I heard this, a sudden sadness flow into my heart. that ache, i dnt knw how to describe came piercing my heart. As i lay on my bed, a drop of tear roll down my cheek. And then i realized i was missing you so badly. Missing you a lot. 2 drops of tears came rolling down again as i lay on my bed covering myself with blanket. I closed my eyes, thinking about you, your voice, your intimacy, your face. Imagining you beside me.. Another 2 more drops of tears wet my pyjama, as i lay on my bed covered with blanket thinking of you.
I wish that, you, can and will be with me right now so i can hug u in my arms, crying happily.
But all i see was a heartless bolster without hands that can hug.



I miss you terribily tonight. 17/11

Apple

Just bought a luxurious iphone cover:)
Guess how much that is????
Rm50? Rm45? Rm60? Rm35?
Hahahhahahaa guess those who see it will not believe how much it is..
Hmmm if i tell YOU the answer, it will not be fun ..
Okay i will tell you later:) probably tomorrow or next week? We will see then:)
At first i don't have the intention to buy that cover, until today. I wanted to buy a real genuine apple cover at xing kwong which cost about rm120+
Well, luckily i didn't waste my money on that rm120 cover.. Im satisfied with this iphone cover:)
I bought this cover today. So, let me tell you how i got it and how my brst friend regret what she had bought(MUAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH)
we went to delta mall after our physics tuition. She told me she wanted to go delta mall buy a cheap cover and place all jewels on that cover. Then i also want to copy her because i think it's better to buy and make a DIY iphone cover as it will be way more cheaper than rm120:)
Okay this is when my friend fbought the wrong cover. She bought a pink (lakian) colour and bought the kind of jewels which cannot be cut into small pieces. She thought that she can cover the whole cover. In the end when we were at the restaurant she found out that pink piece of jewels makes her phone look cheap ..(me and other giggles and laughed at her) . Then, she begged me to help her . I was thinking of how to rescue her. She bought a pink polka dot cover and a black polka dot cover(which its black sticker is falling). She wasted her money on those two cover and a piece of jewel stickers. Aww, felt sympathy for her(wahahahhahahahahahha). I will be thinking a way to help her decorate it.

Now, as for me. Do ypu want to know the price? Haha... I bought a red plain cover in super save(yes,yes, if anyone knows that.. my phone's prestige will gonna drop until the most below)luckily, i didn't buy that piece of pink jewel sticker. I though if i bought that type i can't make any nice pictures out of it. So i decided to buy separated jewel stickers so that i can stick them piece by piece and making any shape i like. So, in the end, i end up making my iphone cover as shown :)
Now the cost,



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Rm 9:)

Please understand

I know you felt hurt
I know you felt the past
I know you tasted the bitterness once again.
I know you felt down

I heard glass shatters in my heart.
Ur glass and my glass
I was hurt too
I am so down today..
Rarely talk to anybody
Just to think of me n you
Probably the right choice to do..
After this..
You wont feel hurt from me anymore
I will never gonna hurt you
You are able to study well and get good results.
You and your friends are smart, just that i disturbed it.

But please do understand me and look the brightside.
You can get good marks once more. Not only that,
After my spm, we can b together again.
Its just another year to go..
Time flies..
Before you know it we are together again:)
So, cut the emo and cheers:)

Sincerely,cherrybum

Sorry

I know right now, maybe just a simple sorry isn't enough. No, is really not enough.
I can't do anything for you to express my sorrys.
How many sorrys do u wan to make u forgive me?
What i can do, i did it already.

In real life, when we are together, if i made u sad,
I might be able to let u forgive me, i can express my sorrys through my eyes, and not in words, not in plain msgs.

I can make lunch for you, make dinner for you.
I can squeeze my brain juice out just to think of jokes tat make you laugh
I can cry with you whn u cry
I can make you know that im always beside you.
I can give u a hug when u want it
I can just do anything for you just to make you happy
I can just throw myself away if you think that i hurt you(becz its my fault)
I can cut myself into pieces just to let myself know that i will never do the same mistake again.

I can just do anything to make you happy..

Im sorry

New blazer:)

Ready to face a new day tomoro:) xD cant wait to wear it to school:)
. the all the other prefects(with red tie) are required to wear blazer.
Unlike the red ties, our brown ties,
Those who hav a pangkat such as head prefect, secreatry etc..needed to wear blazer. And its an ONLY pangkat brown tie prefects
I work as a secretary in the brown tie prefect session.
I work as tat prefect to control the activities of form 1 n 2 in the morning making sure they wear appropriate attire for sports, record the names who are late, file-ing the paper work and etc..:)
And so, im gonna wear the blazer tomor n give a new look for everyone

Henna

Henna, made from sonekind of tree,
Thinking of drawing it during holiday, but i cnt wait just to draw a bit on my hand xD . How i wish icould just go to india n ask thm to draw for
Me xD

我的白鱼

我是你的大海，
你在我的海里，
是唯一一只白鱼儿
在我的怀抱里，
游着，游着，

我的海水
也跟随着你身子的摆动，
产生了一波又一波的海浪，

你带给我喜乐，
在我的生命里添加了色彩，欢笑声
解除了我的忧愁，
解除了我的压力，

在我情绪不稳定时，
当海放声大哭时，
你的话，
安慰着我，
守护着我，
保护着城市里的人
不让我因为自己的自私，
而使别的人受伤，

你多次为我而流泪，
虽然在海里看不到你的眼泪，
但我深深感觉得到你的伤心，

我要用海水包容你，
不要让你受到伤害，
我要一生一世，
陪着你，
直到老，
直到永远
永远。。。。。
我的白鱼儿

My sweet lil teddy bear

Phoon phoon,
I love ur hugs every night
I cuddled in your arms every night
I kissed on ur cheek so sweetly

With ur hands around my waist,
Sayin a lovely poem or a song
Whispering goodnight
Always asking me to sleep early
Still, i love talkin and looking at you
I never felt so loved
For an instance, you seemed so near to me
But very far apart
How i wish u can stay with me right now
How i wished for your cuddly warm hug
How i wished for ...............your lips pressing onto mine

I love my phoon phoon
Now I can prove that you do not care about my appearance
Even though i look very seng nge u said im cute
Although i look dumb in some pics you say that i look nice
You r ever the first person to see me brushin my teeth(excludin my family)
You comforted me whn i am down
Cried with me
Advised me using bible verses
Lifting me to God
You are my power,
A power which can help me in many ways
(energy=p/t)

Phoon,
I cant find another person like you
You are a rare kind
Almost extinct in this world(like orang utan???)
I will appreciate the time we had together
And i will never ever forget about it

Phoon,
This is my oath to you
I put my trust, in you
I will not break your promises
I will love you forever

A night full of tears

A dozen of needles pressing into my heart,
Needles frm my mother
Needles frm my father
Each one a different story
Each one a deadly sting
Blowing sharply into my heart
Like cursing a voodoo doll
Tears of blood dripping
A sorrowful cry

A sense Of giving up everything
Books, results, future, even life

That night i had no feeling to eat
I eat as if i was eating air or unknown object into my stomach
I was collapsing
I was destroyed
My life became nothing to me
As if a a glass broken into pieces n be thrown away
Im helpless

Reply for the guy in the abyss for a long time

Searching,reaching,catching you... Held you n pull you out from the deep bermuda triangle.
The bermuda triangle:
A place where boats gt lost
A place where navigation fails
A place of where engines lose its functions
A place of misery
A scary place of lost hearts and souls
A place of broken ships

The mermaid,
Pinkish gold tail flipping
With a cheery smile
With a curly hair
What is special about that mermaid is,
She brings happiness, hope, careness, love
,passion

The mermaid,
Slowly swimming,
Ah! Found you!
retrieving, picking up the broken pieces of you
It's the mermaid's heart
Slowly putting you back into pieces,
Using her blood to heal the ship
Several times tangled in the dark seaweed,
Sufocating,..............
No matter what happens to the mermaid,
She never gives up, wanting that ship she loved to float once again to see the beautiful sun,to sail once again

And one day,
It's done.
It's finished.
It's perfect

She,
Dragged the ship from the bermuda triangle,
Lifted the long sink-in-the-sea ship
To the surface of the sea.
As the sun shines,
The beautiful shimmering in gold ship is ready to sail again
With the mermaid by his side...:)



The mermaid-cherrybum
The ship- my sleepy bird:)

Study philosophy

Oh yes.....i've been wondering..why my friends always got extraordinary gd marks and i don't..why is it like this? I mean like we have the same brain but the result is different
Aim:
to investigate the type or personality of a person that affects the brain

Manipulated variable: Type of person
Responding variable : result/test
Constant variable: brain

Problem statement:
Why do we have the same brain but different results

Discussion:
Okay, so different person different brain,
I've been searching and observing the people in my class especially my best friend who got first in class..so i decided to be like her ..
Her...
1)she only need to study once to remember..
2) she doesn't seemed very extremely hardworking coz she often take naps
3) she doesn;t even wake up at 5 am to study
4) one glance , understand
5) she's able to relate everything

 and another Her in 1st class of sc stream
1) omg she gt 90++ for every subject
2)what's wrong with my brain????!!

-hmm the only thing i cannt learn frm her is the one glance, understand and the study once to remember .
-i did work hard to memorize things but i ofen forgot or mixed everything up which i HATE it the most.
- and i decided to learn from SOMEONE who wakes up 5am in the morn to study which was gd actually...(best time for memorizing or study cz u're refreshed)
-but now i am really scared and currently don't knw what to do coz i haven finished revising my sejarah, bio, add maths ..al most everything ...i'm not confident..maybe due to lack of practices...
- now thinking of a way , a solution, to help get me through all these things

Way you do it:
1)for me, maybe it's just the face of one's personality like how you feel about test, fearing of tests, the urge in your heart to study..yeah sometimes you feel that way, sometimes you dont, sometimes you dnt even care about thm.
I've been searching for ways to improve myself
- waking up early in the morn to study
- remind myself to revise what the teacher had said today
-trying to recall wat the teacher said
-during free time , sitting there emoing and thinking about the new stuffs teacher had taught us
-writing notes down
-memorizing pmoral definition by writing and "duplicating" nilai definitions
-everyday am gonna reread sejrah
-doing homework or revise during free time in school
-cutting sown my sport time and free time at home
yes, yes this are the things im trying to do..but you knw wat? i gt not enough time to do these things...cz i m always coming bak late, wait until 3pm to go to bath...(this is bad cz i waste time) ..maybe this is the fact i cnt study 100%.
Argh...


yes...

Argh..
 i NEED to change my attitude during study,
i NEED to overcome some temptation(iphone)
i NEED to make test VERY VERY VERY EXTRAORDINARY seriously like u gt below 70% you're gonna b outa the school
i NEED to destroy that stupid laziness and sue the lazy song by bruno mars
i NEED to find more ways to improve my memorizing skills fast and effective

one thing i found out about memory,
something scary
once u fall into the temptation to play iphone, computer, watch tv
everything u read,
you forget,
This is so true.,
make yourself rule
fight temptations,
do something meaningful,
just stay away from technologies,
which ate your brain cells.





to be continued.....

Friends..^^....

i miss korean food

Sheryl, yang rou..hope i can meet u guys again...XD...

Special Person

While i am awake,still,
Observant,
Looking around in the night sky,
gazing the same stars,
enjoying the same breathtaking scenery
Seeing no difference,
except for the round moon hanging in the sky,
slightly slanted to the east

Closing my eyes, still,
listen,
the night cool air whispering to my ear,
lake waters lapping on the shore,
soaking my feet in the icy cool water,
Hearing linnets wings' flapping,
Insects around me jingles and mingles,
Amphibians singing croaky bass,
Some how making the entire night a grand orchestra, a symphony
But something is still missing,
It feels empty without it,
what is it?Where is it? Where had the voice gone to?

Everything went silent,still,
as if inducing another quiet dream,

Pink petals from a rose,
falling,
piece by piece delicately,
floats on the black lake water
Awaiting the voice to appear,
 the mountain dew on the leaves,
drips, drips into my heart

A sudden bristle in the air,
I thought i was imagining it ,
but is wasn't ,
It wasn't from a mythical world i fantasized,
It is a pure voice of a baritone,
singing to me a soothing music.

Opening my eyes,
searching for it,
And realized,
that very night was cloudy,
Only when the moonlight shone to my face,
i heard your voice,
Running desperately towards the moon light,
just to hear your voice again,
As if the moon light was a portal,
that led us together.

The night went silent,still,
only my soprano,harmonizing with the baritone
making perfect pitches, octave pitches, sounding an extraordinary music piece,
accompliment with flute music from the bamboos and grass while the wind blows


The voices,
  as gentle as feather,
  brittle and fragile like glass,
 forever it remains,
forever it wil be,
in my mind......................................................................................

I MISS YOU GUYS

i miss my memories
i miss them
i wished i can go back to the time we are together
i miss you guys...^^ !!!!!
someday i will come back to find all of you...^^

Holiday in Kuch 10/6

 watch the difference!!!

Holiday in Kuching 10/6

 at the swimmin pool

 static!!!!

Holiday in Kuching...my sweet sweet memories

Daddy driving 120kmh~!!

 have u read the 9/6 newspaper??? sin chew??? any newspaper..caught this on the road..XD...the car is burnt!!

 Roce Royce

 Outside the Green heights Condo waiting for theroom key XD

 See the ghost within?

 Room-Bali-anese style :)

 See that??

 Ma n pa's bedroom..:) romantic?

 another me....:)

 OOhhhh passion fruit tea..<3<3 noticed my wallet?? tat time containing RM 100+

 Yeap where we eat

Heheheheh after watching this...frget it....:)

When i was small,
standing on the living brown ground
enjoying the sea breeze frizz,
listening to the winds whispr's whips
feeling cold drops of dew drips and seeps into my skin
running on the greens and perspire, breathing pure air
Remembering what God created IS good,

But now, i am standing on the pavement grey,
watching dead tree barks turns whitely ashly,
seeing shimmering gray air hisses and sizzes,
denying to visit the sea that blackens flattens
running away from sharp dews that rips and creeps to my skin
applying chemicals to my skin to prevent ultraviolet from zapping killing 
never again running and perspire,but only breathing icy air in my room
never again remembering the beauty of nature
never again containing memories
never again become my euphoria
never again....

Our world is growing real sick
We are getting weaker because of our selfishness
Everything we eat are just like thorns hurting our own body
Everything we breath is just like breathing poisonous air
Every nature we see is going to be a lost memory
Why? Why? Why can't we open our eyes to see the world
Why can't we be not selfish?
Why think only of ourselves?
If the animals can talk today, what will they say?

9/6 My wooden house Santi Mandala

My wooden house,
my sweet memories,
Balianese style, copied from Bali,Indonesia.
Santi Mandala Resort 

 My Santi,
every time i go there, sweet memories from Bali becomes fresh, i remembered myself enjoying the beautiful view of beaches, soaking feet in sea salt water,strolling along the beach, looking at the sunset, picking up sea shells,...... my heart shouting euphoria........

I played sand there,at my little wooden house called Santi Mandala.
I picked little apples there
I learnt to play golf(drive) there
I have my farewell Primary 6 party there,we played water balls
I bought plastic swimming pool there and swim under water putting little rose flowers in the pool enjoying the fragrance of the flowers
I picked other people rambutans..@@ shhhss dn tell no one especially my neighbour
I brought my lil dog called Fifi
I celebrate my sister birthday party there
I played fireworks there, it's the first time i lighted a firework
I played kite there , enjoying winds
I made a little house made of bricks thought i can stay under it but it collapsed @@
I picked dragon fruits there
I slept there overnight

My memories~~ are gone today.....because it was robbed this early morning
I pray for the thieves , bless them Lord

7/6 Uniform Camp

 This is where we sleep yesterday....hmmm actually we put back the tables n chairs already orelse it is vry messy when u see us of how we sleep

 Marker(left) and Commander(right) of uniform camp marching competition...girl power!! wooo!!

 that's actually a nylon string...that is used to put our clothes...

 Yeah where we sleep ----classroom

 Our room/classroom my old form 2 class room...miss the smell, the style...hahaha before it the classroom name changed to Plato, that year our classroom name is called 2 Einstein..

 对面的男孩看过来,看过来~~Boys Brigades

 One of the helper of this uniform camp...(committee)

 Haih shy~~

 Took this photo from above....----outside the classroom

 water balloon to throw SOMEBODY.....it contains salt and ice.....^^

 Penolong Ketua Drill and Discipline(Nickie) and President of Girl's Brigade(Sandra Yet)

 OOOHHH Alvin Kiing best commander

 Yap.....see the trophy?

 where we play water games (one of the stations)

 Goodbye my school~~~...SMK Methodist will come n visit this school again on the 12th of June ^^

Yeap he doesn't knw that i'm taking a photo of him...


Conclusion, my school is big as you can see...there are some parts and big big places i haven't take pics of...one of the bad thing about my school is ........the toilet is too far from my classrooom...TT...especially when you have a stomachache....@@