Monday 29 October 2012

A story about my Joshua

Let me tell you something brief about him, he's rather handsome, talented(music, leadership, whatever you name it), lovingly, caring, sweet, seemed nice to cuddle with and smart(in studies, dealing with problems like me..DX) haha!!

Here's a story of my man,
6th June,
Kenaniah choir, Kuching choir, bintulu and Miri choir joined together to practice our songs. That time on the 6th of June, I didn't know him a single bit. I was excited that there were Miri-ians and Kuching-ians coming together. At first, I was just thinking, whether there were hot guys out there, but then I said:"nah, must concentrate on choir la! Cannot cin cai look here look there yish!" So all of us practiced, on the first day we just walk by each other, feeling nothing special, no feelings, that's on the first day.

Then the coming days, I was so curious of the Kuching people. I was wondering whether they're as arrogant as my squash friends in Kuching. And so, the next day,
I saw them gonna walk past my door. I rushed out quickly to join them.
Both our eyes met,
Hi! Hello! Blerk!!
Asking though I know they're Kuching-ians.
"You're from Kuching right?"
Yep!

Then after that we talk and talk after each break during our practice.
You never know how much I wanted to see you again and longing for tea breaks! That night, we talked and talked, played with my phone, talking with your daughter picked from microphone box. I enjoyed being with you guys but I actually started liking you. But you didn't know.
After our performance, I remembered that we sat outside your room, talked so much about school, studies, apek bro, XD :) most importantly... MUSIC!!
I also do remember I wrote all the major keys, minor keys with sharp and flats, (where is it now!??!?) I taught you how to use it.. I felt happy when I taught you these. It makes me closer to you(I can teach you them as a way to get close to you)
During the last night, my parents told me that we are going to Kuching. I felt overjoyed! I told you guys that ill be going to Kuching, although you guys had camp a for a few days, I still felt happy, I couldn't wait to meet you!

And then, there we are at the spring,
My family and I were waitin for you guys to appear at the food court below, I felt nervous and shy when I saw you.

In the movie theathre, watching kungfu panda, I was sooooo happy that you sat beside me. I want to tell you the truth, I kept looking at you, and fake myself that I had sinus, just to let you to care for me, (Ahhh I felt so stupid right now) but then you were laughing at the panda, so I kept on peeking at you... I really hate it when time pass by so fast, and we had to leave. That night, I remembered I texted you until 1 o'clock in the morning, I thought you would ask me to go to sleep and will not talk to me anymore the next day, but you didn't, I was wondering whether you had started liking me, so I continued to chat with you.
I remember that I kept teasing you on your trip to sibu, and also hoping to meet you guys on a resting stop, but to no avail. We were faster than you.

On this day morning ,
"My dad's gonna put me in sibu town for the whole day to play around"
I was happy and planned a plan to go out to meet you at mcd. I lied to my mom that I went with my church friends, but in actual fact, I was with you and your brother.
We walked around, school, riverside, and to my church where I needa prActice song for talent night show

A man who can't be moved

Looking at you playing the guitar made me feel happy, wondering whether you will play songs using your guitar to me in the future. (My wish ... Granted! XD ) that night, you made it to our talent night, I wished I could sing by myself to let you hear my singing but somehow my friends haha they sung a bit off and too loud, but I'm happy because we enjoyed the night especially with you. I peeked at you so many times when you're looking around.that night I did begged you to come our worship service tomorrow. Though you said you might not come, I believe that you'll come because I trust you, you're different from other guys. Some of the guys might just text me awhile and then leave me like that, but you didn't, you continued to talk to me until one day that you told me
"I like you"
At first a special friend,
Then slowly become lovers

Till today I never regretted for liking you in the first place.

My darling, thank you, thank you for all your supports for me, thank you for the gifts you gave, I'm always touched by your gifts.
It is different from what other guys will give such as necklaces, bracelets useless stuffs,
Your gifts, is rich of love, you know a woman's heart well.
Darling, I love you




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