Henna

Henna, made from sonekind of tree,
Thinking of drawing it during holiday, but i cnt wait just to draw a bit on my hand xD . How i wish icould just go to india n ask thm to draw for
Me xD

我的白鱼

我是你的大海，
你在我的海里，
是唯一一只白鱼儿
在我的怀抱里，
游着，游着，

我的海水
也跟随着你身子的摆动，
产生了一波又一波的海浪，

你带给我喜乐，
在我的生命里添加了色彩，欢笑声
解除了我的忧愁，
解除了我的压力，

在我情绪不稳定时，
当海放声大哭时，
你的话，
安慰着我，
守护着我，
保护着城市里的人
不让我因为自己的自私，
而使别的人受伤，

你多次为我而流泪，
虽然在海里看不到你的眼泪，
但我深深感觉得到你的伤心，

我要用海水包容你，
不要让你受到伤害，
我要一生一世，
陪着你，
直到老，
直到永远
永远。。。。。
我的白鱼儿

My sweet lil teddy bear

Phoon phoon,
I love ur hugs every night
I cuddled in your arms every night
I kissed on ur cheek so sweetly

With ur hands around my waist,
Sayin a lovely poem or a song
Whispering goodnight
Always asking me to sleep early
Still, i love talkin and looking at you
I never felt so loved
For an instance, you seemed so near to me
But very far apart
How i wish u can stay with me right now
How i wished for your cuddly warm hug
How i wished for ...............your lips pressing onto mine

I love my phoon phoon
Now I can prove that you do not care about my appearance
Even though i look very seng nge u said im cute
Although i look dumb in some pics you say that i look nice
You r ever the first person to see me brushin my teeth(excludin my family)
You comforted me whn i am down
Cried with me
Advised me using bible verses
Lifting me to God
You are my power,
A power which can help me in many ways
(energy=p/t)

Phoon,
I cant find another person like you
You are a rare kind
Almost extinct in this world(like orang utan???)
I will appreciate the time we had together
And i will never ever forget about it

Phoon,
This is my oath to you
I put my trust, in you
I will not break your promises
I will love you forever

A night full of tears

A dozen of needles pressing into my heart,
Needles frm my mother
Needles frm my father
Each one a different story
Each one a deadly sting
Blowing sharply into my heart
Like cursing a voodoo doll
Tears of blood dripping
A sorrowful cry

A sense Of giving up everything
Books, results, future, even life

That night i had no feeling to eat
I eat as if i was eating air or unknown object into my stomach
I was collapsing
I was destroyed
My life became nothing to me
As if a a glass broken into pieces n be thrown away
Im helpless

Reply for the guy in the abyss for a long time

Searching,reaching,catching you... Held you n pull you out from the deep bermuda triangle.
The bermuda triangle:
A place where boats gt lost
A place where navigation fails
A place of where engines lose its functions
A place of misery
A scary place of lost hearts and souls
A place of broken ships

The mermaid,
Pinkish gold tail flipping
With a cheery smile
With a curly hair
What is special about that mermaid is,
She brings happiness, hope, careness, love
,passion

The mermaid,
Slowly swimming,
Ah! Found you!
retrieving, picking up the broken pieces of you
It's the mermaid's heart
Slowly putting you back into pieces,
Using her blood to heal the ship
Several times tangled in the dark seaweed,
Sufocating,..............
No matter what happens to the mermaid,
She never gives up, wanting that ship she loved to float once again to see the beautiful sun,to sail once again

And one day,
It's done.
It's finished.
It's perfect

She,
Dragged the ship from the bermuda triangle,
Lifted the long sink-in-the-sea ship
To the surface of the sea.
As the sun shines,
The beautiful shimmering in gold ship is ready to sail again
With the mermaid by his side...:)



The mermaid-cherrybum
The ship- my sleepy bird:)

Study philosophy

Oh yes.....i've been wondering..why my friends always got extraordinary gd marks and i don't..why is it like this? I mean like we have the same brain but the result is different
Aim:
to investigate the type or personality of a person that affects the brain

Manipulated variable: Type of person
Responding variable : result/test
Constant variable: brain

Problem statement:
Why do we have the same brain but different results

Discussion:
Okay, so different person different brain,
I've been searching and observing the people in my class especially my best friend who got first in class..so i decided to be like her ..
Her...
1)she only need to study once to remember..
2) she doesn't seemed very extremely hardworking coz she often take naps
3) she doesn;t even wake up at 5 am to study
4) one glance , understand
5) she's able to relate everything

 and another Her in 1st class of sc stream
1) omg she gt 90++ for every subject
2)what's wrong with my brain????!!

-hmm the only thing i cannt learn frm her is the one glance, understand and the study once to remember .
-i did work hard to memorize things but i ofen forgot or mixed everything up which i HATE it the most.
- and i decided to learn from SOMEONE who wakes up 5am in the morn to study which was gd actually...(best time for memorizing or study cz u're refreshed)
-but now i am really scared and currently don't knw what to do coz i haven finished revising my sejarah, bio, add maths ..al most everything ...i'm not confident..maybe due to lack of practices...
- now thinking of a way , a solution, to help get me through all these things

Way you do it:
1)for me, maybe it's just the face of one's personality like how you feel about test, fearing of tests, the urge in your heart to study..yeah sometimes you feel that way, sometimes you dont, sometimes you dnt even care about thm.
I've been searching for ways to improve myself
- waking up early in the morn to study
- remind myself to revise what the teacher had said today
-trying to recall wat the teacher said
-during free time , sitting there emoing and thinking about the new stuffs teacher had taught us
-writing notes down
-memorizing pmoral definition by writing and "duplicating" nilai definitions
-everyday am gonna reread sejrah
-doing homework or revise during free time in school
-cutting sown my sport time and free time at home
yes, yes this are the things im trying to do..but you knw wat? i gt not enough time to do these things...cz i m always coming bak late, wait until 3pm to go to bath...(this is bad cz i waste time) ..maybe this is the fact i cnt study 100%.
Argh...


yes...

Argh..
 i NEED to change my attitude during study,
i NEED to overcome some temptation(iphone)
i NEED to make test VERY VERY VERY EXTRAORDINARY seriously like u gt below 70% you're gonna b outa the school
i NEED to destroy that stupid laziness and sue the lazy song by bruno mars
i NEED to find more ways to improve my memorizing skills fast and effective

one thing i found out about memory,
something scary
once u fall into the temptation to play iphone, computer, watch tv
everything u read,
you forget,
This is so true.,
make yourself rule
fight temptations,
do something meaningful,
just stay away from technologies,
which ate your brain cells.





to be continued.....

Friends..^^....

i miss korean food